30 July, 2007

For those who so love to complain about the infrequent updates

Shannon, this one's for you. :-P

It's come to my attention that my picture(s?) may be circulating the nets, specifically certain livejournal comms, as thinspiration. ...No, screw it, no, I don't want to write this update right now. I'm too tired and still way too conflicted about this issue to think it through clearly. I guess, can I leave the subject with the words 'cognitive dissonance'? Because that epitomizes and summarizes how I'm feeling right now. I feel guilty, hypocritical, flattered, guilty again, jealous and triggered by the thought of my own image as thinspo. It's doing quite a work on my head.

The rest of my body is sunburned.

The rest of my thoughts are tired.

And all of me is going to bed now...

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

i didnt mean to force you to update, silly girl. but thanks for the shout-out, i feel half famous. hee.

Shannon

Anonymous said...

tina - take care of you. that's what you need to be most concerned about. i know, easier said than done. take care. thinking of you and sending well wishes. laurie

Meg said...

Take care of you... that's all you can do right now. Work through the rest as you can.
~Meg (long time reader, finally jumped on the bandwagon to join)

Allie said...

WHat your are doing is great. II plan on buying myself a couple shirts when I get money. I love them.

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